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May. 17th, 2009 @ 10:33 am My favorite gospel reading
Jn15:9-17

Jesus said to his disciples:
'As the Father has loved me,
so I have loved you.
Remain in my love.
If you keep my commandments
you will remain in my love,
just as I have kept my Father's commandments
and remain in his love.
I have told you this
so that my own joy may be in you
and your joy be complete.
This is my commandment:
love on another,
as I have loved you.
A man can have no greater love
than to lay down his life for his friends.
You are my friends,
if you do what I command you.
I shall not call you servants any more,
because a servant does not know
his master's business;
I call you friends,
because I have made known to you
everything I have learnt from my Father.
You did not choose me,
no, I chose you;
and I commissioned you
to go out and to bear fruit,
fruit that will last;
and then the Father will give you
anything you ask in my name.
What I command you
is to love one another.'
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romance
Feb. 5th, 2007 @ 11:28 pm (no subject)
I'm an awful updater, because my update is going to have to be tomorrow
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romance
Sep. 19th, 2006 @ 10:18 am (no subject)
Current Location: Lovejoy Computer Lab, Colby College, Waterville, USA
Current Mood: complacentcomplacent
Current Music: No Siento Penas - Juanes
Two weeks in and I feel like I've been here for ages. Apparently that happens a lot, and a lot of the older people have said that during the next two weeks I will become more in touch with a routine. Which is refreshing, because right now I feel like I don't have enough to do but then there doesn't seem to be enough hours in the day to do everything that I want
I think I've finally come to a decision regarding this country and drinking. Its stupid. 1)The beer tastes like crap, I realize there is the added draw of it being cheap but god, do we really have to drink beer that is just plain crappy? 2) People don't know how to drink, they don't. They drink 6 beers in a hour and expect to be able to stand up straight. I can do that but a girl half my size cannot. 3)I have this nagging feeling like I shouldn't be drinking at school. So I've decided I'm going to go the extra mile and buy good alcohol to make drinks I actually enjoy drinking. Like martini's, cosmopolitans, and margaritas. They might be girl drinks but they taste a hell of a lot better.
Anyway, yah....
So I'm doing crew, and I love it. I can't believe I was so against doing it in highschool. I should have done it. I love it. I got out there and got some really good strokes in. I felt so good about myself afterwards. And I love my crew team, and I'm just having the best time ever. And they don't mind my bossiness, which I love. We are all bossy so we all get along. Anyway, yah that is life.

And a ljcut of a thing my crazy cousin sent me.....

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romance
Sep. 4th, 2006 @ 02:44 pm (no subject)
COLLEGE FUCKING ROCKS

NUFF SAID

MORE TO COME WHEN MY FUCKING COMPUTER COMES BACK FROM APPLE!
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romance
Aug. 27th, 2006 @ 01:45 am (no subject)
Current Location: Office, Greensboro
Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: Under the Sea - Disney
God, can sunday go any slower???

Granted its 1:45 AM but still.

I leave for college in a day and a half but don't move in until tuesday.

Oh and as a note: IF YOU HAVEN'T SENT ME CELL PHONE, ADDRESS ETC ETC YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO GET IN TOUCH WITH ME AND I WILL NOT BE ABLE TO SEND YOU STUFF FOR BIRTHDAYS, HOLIDAYS ETC ETC

bcely@colby.edu <-- Use it

xx
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romance
Aug. 16th, 2006 @ 07:43 pm (no subject)
Current Location: Kitchen, Greensboro VT
Current Mood: relievedrelieved
Current Music: West Wing
Its over, just so you know. He said he didn't want to do it anymore and I said alright and instead of feeling sad or angry I felt numb for about 24 hours, then I felt angry for about 20 minutes (before I told myself I was being an idiot) and then angry as hell for 4 hours. Now I'm indifferent, it doesn't matter in the end. I'm happy for the time I got with him but he isn't the guy I need. I'm warm, he's cold. I love life and he watches it. Hopefully he realizes that we can still be friends (which he will even if I have to yell at him).


I'm relieved and now I must go and bombshell myself for the party tonight.
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Aug. 13th, 2006 @ 06:36 pm (no subject)
Current Location: The Losheia, Greenboro VT
Current Mood: depressedIn the dark....
Current Music: Goodbye Love - Rent
The last week that I'm with my family has started everyone, the last week that I'm actually home with family. My entire world is starting to shake. I started crying today, my entire world seems to be descending slightly into this dark crevice. Everything seemed to be spinning slightly, and its horrible. I don't understand what is going on...

I'm being passive and its horrible. I shouldn't be acting this way and I wouldn't act this way usually but I've found my weakness. I have a weakness that is working its way through my skin and through my bones and I hate it. I shouldn't be this weak, I shouldn't be this passive but I don't want to wreak the fragile thing that I have. I can't be that girl. I can't but I am.

I hate being down in this dark crevice, its just not me....



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These Lyrics are what I feel like right now....
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romance
Aug. 12th, 2006 @ 09:39 pm (no subject)
Had a party tonight for "Anniversaries, Graduations and Greensboro" which was good, we had a lot of people in the house plus this strange dog that wandered in. He was walking around for about half an hour before we figured out that he didn't belong to anyone that we knew.


It was very strange, and now we have to figure out what we want to do tonight but hopefully it will involve drinking....
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romance
Jul. 29th, 2006 @ 12:38 pm (no subject)
Current Location: The "Losheia", Greensboro VT
Current Mood: aggravatedaggravated
Current Music: Past the Point of No Return - Phantom
Although I don't mind that nothing ever changes here, I mean its nice because everything is predictable but then when something changes, or when lots of people leave it becomes rather monotonous and torpid. I got my learners permit and unfortunately my mother and father are forcing me to take drivers ed for 3 weeks. Problem is is that its all the way in St.J which is an hour away.
Joe is content to stay in St.J but I for one refuse to stay in St.J for 3 weeks. I told my mom this straight out (I said, "If I do this then the deal is I get a ride back and forth everyday, there is no way I'm staying in St.J. Forget it") and looking back I could have said a little more cordially but forget it, I'm not staying in St.J for 3 weeks. There is nothing to do there. Plus mom is still on my back about employment. I'm doing my best but finding stable work around here is not very easy. Plus my bosses are so loopy and scatterbrained that they never remember if I'm supposed to work or not so when I call them they go, "Oh, were you supposed to work?"

You feel like going, "Yes moron,"

Anyway, so with my mom battering me from all sides she wonders why I'm a little testy around her. My brother went to go take care of this kid who is a absolute nightmare. He's hyperactive, he's rude and well I said that I couldn't babysit him because he would drive me insane or drive me to murder. And my mom promptly goes "Bridget, whats wrong? You can never say anything civil anymore and I want to know why you are so testy," I felt like screaming! I swear to God, this is because I'm going to college soon but my family is driving me up the backbend.

When is College again?

Babysitting today....
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MORONS!